"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe

 

I could explode right now,

I’m going to continue my passive aggressive streak I’ve been on lately with this overly emotional rant of mine.

I have a knack for walking away when I’m heated and don’t wanna waste my time yelling. I’m already hard enough on myself for having high expectations and not always being able to follow through, so fucking save it. You’re doing it out of best interest, because you think it’s motivating me, but it’s not. If I need your input, I’ll ask for it. I’m on break, I’m never home, and I don’t need this bullshit right now, seriously. I always take accountability for my own actions regardless of whether the result is favorable or not, so get off my fucking case. You aren’t my mom; speaking of, even she knows she raised a smart, independent daughter who knows how to handle her shit and she trusts that even if I fuck up, I’ll find a way to fix it myself. So trust me, I know what I’m doing and what I want, stop scolding me because I’m not doing things your way. Appreciate the help, but fucking watch when and how you say shit - your “motivational” and “I’m gonna be hard on you because I care about you” speech just pissed me off so much. And ultimately, it’s my life and I get the final decision in everything that I do, and you have no right to penalize me if it doesn’t meet expectations.

ASDFJKL; BLAH. And I’m annoyed because I just got up and left my food there, but I was still hungry. Now it’s a waste, when homeless kids are suffering from malnutrition and starvation. Plus it was expensive. Okay I’m done.